Tuesday, April 6, 2010

holidays

i m looking forward for my holidays...
finally..this sem will be end soon. but assignment is killing me now...
i leave only 2 assignments to go...
but this 2 r the super tough and heaviest assignment throughout this sem
which r 2 research papers...
1 is talking about the alcohol advertising..
another 1 is talking about the green tea and health.
i have to do lots research to complete these assignments..
and i learn a lot from these assignments..

For the green tea and health assignment... 
i did an interview with an tea expert...
i learn the proper tea ceremony and how the quality of tea will be affected..
even with the different tea set to make tea...
different kinds of tea pot will also make the taste of the tea to be nicer or worse.........
i will continue this in the upcoming post...

Well, this post actually is for  my thought now....
holiday is coming...
and finally i can give myself a good good rest...
i can sleep soundly finally..
i can do everything without stress..
i can escape from the "hell" and go back to the "heaven"
i can avoid to be in the "fake" phenomena...
and i can be myself...

I m tired with this kind of college life...
I m exhausted!!! 
college life is a disaster for me...
i m full of hatred for the college life...
everyone seem like enjoying their college life...
but i m the exclusive!!
i wonder y and dunno y ...
but..its fine....
i dont have to enjoy it because i hate it!!

pffffff~~~~~~~~~
take a deep breathe....
holiday is coming...
i will go back my place...
i wish to have a heart to heart conversation with my heart friends...
only them will understand me..~i bet~
only them can feel me and heart me always..
no matter who i am..
no matter where i am...
no matter what....
they r always heart me, listen to me, care about me and & <3 me

this is only known as 'TRUE" friends...
i miss them....
i love them
i heart them
*tears r dropping*

besides them, i cant find anyone that can replace their position in my heart....
only with them, i can disclosure myself and be myself...
only they know who r them and who am i !!!

i dont have to mention their names because they know i m talking about them....
u will never know who r them since u never care about me........
i & <3 u so much.......*u know who r u* hehehhee