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inspiration

How and where can i get inspiration to stimulate me for creative works?

life

it has been a while since my last update.
honestly, i merely forgot that i posses a blog.
in fact, i have 2 blogs in blogspot, 1 blog in previous friendster account.
i m just not used to update my blog as i think nothing is worth to be updated.
things happened lately did not carry any newsworthiness.
as because nothing prominent subject i should take down.

exhausted for life, homework, work, friends.

internship is just over, and my finally my report is done.
and successfully submitted to lecturer.

mid term is just over, but tons of assignments are to piled up.
project work is the real hassle!!

body is very weak and i m keep falling sick.

have no energy, motivation, initiative to finish up those pending works.
a lot of things are listed in my to-do-list!
but, i need some stimulation to stimulate my motivation in order to finish them.
where can find?
may be, i need a long vacation for me to rest before i move on.
however, life is too short and i m not allowed to do so before this semester end and before i earn that amount of money.

so, no complain. take my night and sleep~
good night
and let's put the hope on tomorrow. =)

think too much

haha...after a long long heart to heart talk with my bestie--tan shu
i know myself well..
and yea...she did remind me that i m thinking too much..
and she did tell me the truth that i m only need a companion to fulfill my loneliness..
i m not really need a boyfriend because i din falling in anyone at the moment...
and since u r not my cup of tea...
but i think..if
we r fated to be together, the fate will make us to be....
thus, i dont have to think too much on how to make it on.. and
i dont have to waste my time to get u in...

whatever la..

now i m enjoying my life...
i m enjoy the precious moments with my bestie..
i m enjoy the precious moments with my lovely family in taiping..
i m enjoy enjoy enjoy...
since my time has been occupied since i m in taiping...
hence, i have no free time to think about u...
again...
it has proved that i will only think about u when i m alone...
because of loneliness..
i m only need someone to accompany to fetch me here and there when i m alone in kl
i m only need someone to share the happiness and sadness with me when i m alone in kl
i m only need someone to share all the good things with me when i m alone in kl

i m only need someone when i m alone in kl

how pity i m.!!!
how lonely i m!!!
i just need someone when i m alone!!!!

i dont have such strong feeling anymore...
because i know what i m expected!!!

kk...its time to sleep well from now on...
no more insomnia night..because i m finally release from loneliness...

i dont need a relationship to cheer me up right now..
because i m who i m..
even without a relationship..i still have a great time...
i have the bestie around me...
that is more than enough!!!
and yea =)
aza aza fighting angie ho!!!

happy birthday to me

hehe...happy birthday to me...^^
yea..today is my BIG BIG day...
and yea i have an awesome day !!
my birthday is great because it has made up by great people =)
finally, this year i have the chance to celebrate it with my bestie in taiping..
they had made up a great day for me...

i enjoy the moment with them..
because only them can cheer me up
they r never fail to cheer me up =) <3

we went to station 1 in taiping sentral to have dinner...
we took lots pic there with the jun jie's DSLR (D90)
*i love D90..freaking love it*
how i wish that i could get it..but it is too expensive for me to get it...
blow the birthday cake there...
i like the cake... it is nice!! <3

after that, we went to cheong K!!
hehe...
i like the cheong k section the most!!
because i will never find another best mate that have the same taste as me....
we used to cheong all those classical songs, cantonese songs, hot songs......\
only with them, i can enjoy the most !!
because i can only be myself and sing as loud as i can!!

thanks vivi, huangmei, vivi's bro (zhihui), hotduck, junjie,and angkaryee...
hehe...but leave out the chinwaiwai...
haha....
thanks for made a great birthday for me...
ur wish and ur existence really means a lot to me...
i will appreciate and heart it always <3 <3 <3
thanks thanks thanks =)

insomnia

i m suffering from INSOMNIA

my body is tired but my brain is still fresh...
hence, it cant control my body to fall asleep...

how????
i m freaking tired now....very!!!!
2moro i have to wake up early to work..
now is 530am...
means that i left only 3 hours to rest...
but, my body or brain is never follow my instruction!!!

any way can cure the insomnia??
or any idea to help me ???

i did play the soft music, drink milk.........
but i never keep my mind clean...............
gosh gosh gosh !!!

insomnia is suck !!!
i m super tired!!!!
body body brain brain brain...
pls let me sleep okkokokokkookokooK??????

happy birthday

do u know or remember when is my birthday??

i wont blame anyone for forget it...
because i also never remember anyone birthday except my bestie...

next tuesday is 629...
629 is my birthday........
i din looking forward for it...
because i think i should not expect any celebration...

times fly...
how many decade i have passed or wasted?

next tuesday is gonna be the second decade of my life.

any plan for me to celebrate it??

at first, i wish to rush back taiping to celebrate it with my bestie...
but now...
i think i should drop this idea....
since, they r facing their own domestic problems...

i think, even i m back...
they will not happy and celebrate it sincere with me.....
thus, cancel plan 1!
but, i wonder another bestie free or not??
even we know each others for many years..
but we never celebrate birthday together....

secondly, i wish to celebrate it with my family..
but sigh....=(
i m quarreling with them recently... 
we r having the cold war.....
hence, second plan is also fail!!!!

lastly, i wish i will have a official 1st date with him..
but, am i think too much??
yes, i m !!!
we just know each other....
and we only know each other on the surface but not in depth...
even i think i m falling for him...but him??? 
thus, plan 3 also fail!!!!

haiz haiz haiz!!!!
this coming 19th birthday................
stay at home and eat maggi mee la.......
hahahaaha...
or go out alone and celebrate myself........................=(

hence, dont have to wish me happy birthday..
because i think i will never have a happy birthday.....  T_T